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luv, cheyenne ♡

Updated: Sep 3, 2024


a snippet of life, a lot of words :-)

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cheyyxnne

August 16, 2024, 17:34

please stay safe everyone 😭😭😭 it's been circulating around telegram and honestly, though there's no proof it is a scam but it's highly likely suspicious LOLL cos which company so good to give free money to so many people??? and it's like $300++ type also 😭😭😭 lowkey sus so I won't send the link here just in case it really is linked to some weird elaborate scam

cheyyxnne

August 16, 2024, 17:32

hi everyone apparently there's some weird bot that's going around and if you click on it and spin a random wheel you can earn.... money???? did anyone else see this too....

cheyyxnne

August 13, 2024, 13:02

one of the greenest of green flags in many people that I instantly spot is when people are good with kids. really it truly warms my heart to see such wholesome interactions and is instantly extra aura points 😭😭😭

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cheyyxnne

August 11, 2024, 15:33

throwback to this picture when my class was eating Arnold's together while watching the sunset in school ☹️ i know i complain and talk about how i feel like i can't fit in at times or how stress I feel in jc but when else am i going to find such pure and wholesome moments like talking together in a field with people who truly make me feel at home 😭😭😭

counting down to the number of days before graduation and i am SCARED! super petrified. but i will cherish and trust that the last few weeks will be the most beautiful weeks yet 🥲🤍

cheyyxnne

August 11, 2024, 8:23

but a big, fat thankyou to everyone who makes the effort to be, understanding and less judgemental ❤️ it's these small actions that makes the world a lot more tolerable, and kind :")

cheyyxnne

August 11, 2024, 8:18

i love fooood so much to be very honest, since young I didn't exactly have the healthiest relationship with food? for people who aren't aware, my appetite is usually very small, and my metabolism is crazy fast (apparently it's genetic) hence why my build is more skinny and slender. and that's okay!!! im okay with my body shape, though it took me a long time and a lotttt of ppl commenting on my body to be able to accept that 😅😅😅

but one of the things i simply cannot change is my appetite. unfortunately, i just have a really small appetite ☹️ I can't really eat large portions at once, and I try my best not to over-order or ask for smaller portions, and even in restaurants i conscientiously ask to take my meals home even if it's a small portion because i don't feel like wasting them, and as much as i do it to prevent food wastage, I really cannot force myself to overeat. when I was a child i had the habit of overeating a lot because of my small appetite and it'll only end badly in me vommiting or throwing up, and it becomes a toxic cycle of guilt and shame everytime I cannot finish my food, but there's really nothing I can do to force myself to eat more food because it'll make me super nauseous.

so alot of the times when I don't finish my food, sometimes people will say stuff like "why you never eat finish" or "why you eat so little" or "omg cheyenne ah".... and truly i try to laugh it off, but really inside it i feel extremely belittled and judged, and i feel extremely guilty because i know it's morally wrong to waste food, but at the same time my body prevents me from consuming so much food though I'm really trying 😭😭😭☹️☹️☹️ i really appreciate it when people offer to help me eat the food, or when they mention stuff like "itsokay don't force yourself to finish the food" because at least it makes me feel less judged, but really it's an everyday struggle wherever i go that my appetite is so small or that i eat so little and it makes me wonder if im deserving of all this judgement and comments about my small appetite 🥲🥲🥲 because it isn't deliberate! but at the same time it makes me feel like it's my fault!!!! and it really isn't:")

bottom line is: don't judge someone if you don't know what they're going through. sometimes the root cause and situation is so much more complicated than you think. offering to help someone or being there to reaffirm their decisions especially when they feel an overwhelming sense of guilt is the nicest and best thing you could do for someone. we all go through our own struggles but it doesn't give us a reason to judge someone for what we don't know!!!! :)